Mjellyfish

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Althoght there is another version of this song, I still want to put the version. In my view, the second part of the song also presents my thought. From last year till now, there were many issues which were discussed a lot. I am so shame on myself because I just did nothing. Like many countries, our government did not do their work well. When I saw our people fighted with each other, I felt so sad. How come the president let his people hurt each other? No matter which side is right, THEY ARE ALL YOUR PEOPLE, don't they? The only thing I saw is all people insist on their own opinion and oppose those who hold different opinion, and our president, could you tell me where are you? Didn't you see that? Our all people get hurt and get blamed only because of you.

別煩憂，開心就好 作者 江國香織

◎既然人終有一死，既然無法知道什麼時候會走到生命的終點，何不拋開煩憂，開心就好。
◎誰都不知道以後的事，無論你和我，都無法預測哪一天會愛上別人。

繁花 作者 金宇澄

◎如果沒有記憶，我們就永遠不會有因果關係的概念，因而原因和結果的鏈條也將不復存在。而構成我們的自我和個性的正是這個鏈條。
◎人類不能沒有欲望，沒有欲望也是慾望的另一種表現形式。

◎食材：紅豆、二號砂糖、湯圓

◎做法

昨晚想起剛上大學的時候，有事上台北一趟，那時開口跟在台北念書的高中同學說明借助一晚，同學說恰巧不在家，不然把鑰匙寄予，再自行進入。走時，把鑰匙留在房間即可。如今想來，那時是朋友單純還是做人成功，怎不起疑心或不放心。

說起來還是喜歡年輕時候的自己，多些靈魂，多些傻氣的主張。現在有的就只是裹著這身皮囊做事，表面上看似極其滿意，內心卻頗不以為然。那天看影集時，主角討論到怎樣的情況就算是長大？想來，假裝或許也是長大必備產物之一。假裝著義無反顧；假裝著支持照顧，背後卻流著淚；輕視的眼。總想，若似現在再開口說出當年相同的話語，如今朋友想來應該是無法借了。看得清小孩子的念頭，卻永遠也抓不著大人的心思。

依舊是昨晚，跟別人的言語中，沒預料的那輕視的刃真傷得自己不輕。一瞬間，被戳破的假象逼使自己武裝起來。想來無辜的是朋友，自己一直都是如此難堪的過著。好心不戳破還是喬裝甚好看不出？說著真話讓自己痛苦萬分的是朋友還是敷衍著假話照著自己所想的是朋友?